I am in a state of deep surrender and Gratitude. This full moon period has brought forth a deep initiation by fire into every level of my being.
A few days ago I found out my dome home caught fire. Fortunately my amazing community spotted it just in time and helped put it out before it burnt to the ground. But It is destroyed to the point where the structure will need to be replaced. The meaning behind this event is monumental, and i am listening to the communication from the universe. Deep teachings of surrender, non attachment, and listening are given to me now.
As my Saturn returns awaits just around the corner, I can feel his strong teachings moving me forward, past my comfort zone, forging me in the fires of purification. My whole being is being illuminated by this flame, actively clearing with force all that must now fall away to propel me forward on this deep path of service and healing. I am in such extreme gratitude for the element of fire, and in turn all the elements, for their profound power of destruction, transformation, transmutation, and healing protection. These are the gifts I have been given...and so begins a new chapter for my path.
October 15, 2014
Surrendering to the very real sensation of Gravity... Feeling the overwhelming power and intimidation of pursing a dream that is bigger than me...
Experiencing the struggle of so many artists and musicians: pouring every particle of the self into the realization of the vision, into living the passion. And so now I come to the point where I am staring down the very long road ahead of me, having taken the first couple steps, and realizing I've got a long way to go...and I need to pace myself...
Like a baby in the womb...this album's not gonna come until it is ready...And this mama is learning to be patient in every way...
Honoring the Equinox... Once more the tides turn...
Today I begin this new season with a 7 day master plant dieta with my teacher and ally: Tobacco.
My intention is to restore full balance and right relationship with this and all plant and animal allies, for my self and my ancestors. And to clear deeply all obstacles, while invoking solid and firm protection and foundation for my path.
From my center, in this center point, I invoke BALANCE...
I honor the light and the dark as equals, lovers, allies.
I embrace the dark. The challenges, the pain, the suffering.
I welcome the initiations, and step through the portals.
Equally I embrace the light. The joys, the pleasure, the rewards...
I Welcome the breakthroughs, and am blasted wide open.
BLESSED EQUINOX BELOVEDS. MAY YOU FIND BALANCE THIS DAY. ..
Written: Sept 5, 2013
As we move through these times of great struggle and change, we are reminded of the work at hand. This is the dark before the dawn...We are entering the birth canal... Experiencing labor pains, moving through a deep initiation of the soul. Now is the time to confront our shadows, integrate the darkness, and step into the light. Know that you are Not alone...we are collectively shedding the skin of fear consciousness, duality, and separation. This may seem like the hardest thing we have ever had to do, because it is... But this is a rite of passage, and the rewards are beyond anything that we can imagine. Remember to Breathe...Show up and do your work...Embrace the pain, welcome it, for it is the cracking open of the shell of understanding. We are evolving...Release, allow, be as the water, and flow through this stream with grace and power. YOU are so powerful, your work is so crucial, and now is the time to burn in the fire, be forged in the flame, and rise from the ashes with glowing, radiant light! Thank you Family...so much trust, so much gratitude for this life and all its beautiful and abundant gifts and lessons. Now is the time, For us to SHINE...
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